This morning, Roy randomly woke me up and said, “omg baby I just watched this video and it reminds me of you. It’s you!!” Haha watch and you’ll know!
Yeah I actually am like that. When Kay and I were young, we would take naps on our parents’ bed only to wake up and realise our parents already left for work. And then we would start crying and feeling anxious. We would rush to the phone and make calls to our parents. We would go “Daddy/Mommy where are you! :'(:'(:'(” Now, I kind of transferred that reliance on my parents to Roy. For example, when I wake up in the middle of the night and find Roy missing (if he wakes up to go to the toilet or do his work), I’d start crying and feeling scared. Yes, even when I’m 23. So whenever we sleep, we have to remain in constant physical contact, like I would put my leg over him so he can’t go missing while I’m asleep. Haha yeah I’m weird. If Roy tries to wriggle out, I would wake up immediately hahaha. I’m such an insecure person.
Also, I have a crazy weird problem about my wardrobe. My bed faces my wardrobe, and if the wardrobe doors are not closed or left ajar, I can never fall asleep. Or I would have nightmares. So every night, I make sure the wardrobe is closed properly and that Roy doesn’t leave it open when he leaves for work in the morning.
Okay thanks for reading about my habits. haha.